Laid back 23rd

It turns out I have a sinus infection, which is not really how I planned to spend the holiday.

I have some antibiotics and some other stuff, so I’m hoping the combination helps it from getting too much worse. It’s trying to move into my lungs, which is really annoying, so just trying to prevent that.

My friend and I made jello salad for my mom and then did some cleaning of my room and the other room upstairs where I had a bunch of clean clothes laying in a pile. Those are all put away now.

Other than that, it’s been a pretty low key day because of the weather.

Watched some movies and ate dinner.

Tomorrow, I’m hoping I can get a little more cleaning/organizing done, and finish gift wrapping.

Good times.

I feel a little bit like I am carrying this holiday season on my back so it will be nice for everyone, including me, so that is starting to feel a little stressful. I know my stepdad has done a lot too. I don’t know. It feels like I’ve done a lot.

I basically did my birthday myself this year, (except for the beautiful flowers people sent me!), including ordering and paying for my own cake.

Mostly I didn’t really celebrate it, but I had a good day that day.

I am just kind of… anxious and stressed I guess.

I can’t control if other people are happy and content. I just want it to be a nice season.

Photo by me.


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