I made it through dinner

We had salmon, potatoes and green beans.

It was okay, but I’m still just frustrated that I have to take these enzymes all through my meals. I can’t tell that they are making any difference at all, and the side effects are unpleasant.

I am constantly in pain now. It doesn’t matter how much I eat, or what I eat. I still just hurt.

I was in so much pain earlier today, I was just in tears and hating everything earlier.

I really don’t know how long I am expected to live like this. It just seems like someone should be able to do something.

I tried to talk to my mom, but she just told me to be grateful that I have a roof and a warm place to live.

I am of course grateful for those things, I am just also miserable.

Exhale.

I also don’t know how I’m expected to keep my mood level with all of this. It’s so much.

I don’t know.

I just hate it.

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