Trying to want…

…a direction.

I don’t know what I want to be when I grow up.

I’m a little old to be trying to figure that out I think.

I am just stressed.

I feel like I should be making strides toward becoming something. Instead, I’m just kind of treading water.

I hate this.

I am just floundering around.

I wish I wanted to do something. I can’t muster the energy to make it happen. I feel like such a waste of space sometimes.

It just feels like there are so many things I could do. It’s overwhelming.

It’s also, do I want to take on a bunch of debt to go back to school just to fail at working some more?

I’m lost.

And scared.

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