I have done literally nothing today.
I tried to take a nap, but I couldn’t relax enough to make it happen.
I tried to watch some things on Netflix, but I can’t keep my brain from wandering far and wide and keeping me distracted.
I took my anxiety med and it has helped exactly zero.
I am a mess.
I kind of hope my Covid test comes back positive just so I’m forced to rest.
I don’t know. I don’t think it will. I took an at home test and that was negative so… I’m pretty sure I’m okay.
Im just frustrated.
I am not having an okay time.
I kind of wish I could just go to my Dad’s or something, but he’s still recovering and I don’t want to put extra pressure on him and his wife to make the house perfect etc. (which they would want to do even though I don’t care).
I know that’s just running away, but this seems like a perfect situation to run away from to be honest.
If gas wasn’t a zillion dollars and if I wasn’t worried about taking my car through Atlanta, I totally would. Driving through Atlanta is more than I think I can handle if I’m honest. It’s so bad there. I’d have to do it at like 3am.
I don’t know.
It’s almost Independence Day here so there’s nowhere to go around here even if I wanted to
I just really want to escape!
I guess I’m just staying in my bed.
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