Trigger warning ⚠️ discussion of eating disorder stuff
I am not really okay.
There’s a lot of things going on with my friends and I’m trying to help, but I think I’m sinking.
Last night I had a really strange nightmare.
I dreamed I was at my psych’s office and the scale was off by 30lbs and I freaked out. I was literally shaking when I woke up.
What a strange dream to have, right? I know it was just anxiety coming out and it was tied to the eating disorder thing.
It’s just been a really stressful couple of days and I haven’t handled it internally in the best way. I’ve just kind of shut down and checked out.
I’m just praying tonight is better.
Old original art by me.