Nightmares

Trigger warning ⚠️ discussion of eating disorder stuff

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I am not really okay.

There’s a lot of things going on with my friends and I’m trying to help, but I think I’m sinking.

Last night I had a really strange nightmare.

I dreamed I was at my psych’s office and the scale was off by 30lbs and I freaked out. I was literally shaking when I woke up.

What a strange dream to have, right? I know it was just anxiety coming out and it was tied to the eating disorder thing.

It’s just been a really stressful couple of days and I haven’t handled it internally in the best way. I’ve just kind of shut down and checked out.

I dunno.

I’m just praying tonight is better.

Old original art by me.