Ugh…

Trigger warning ⚠️ eating disorder

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My parents are making a big steak dinner on the grill for Memorial Day.

I am not excited.

Not only do I feel awful, but I am not enthusiastic about eating it just on a eating disorder basis.

I mean, it will be a relatively healthy meal with fresh veggies and a potato and the steak, (which isn’t the healthiest, but I hardly ever eat red meat so it’s okay).

I just don’t want to eat it.

I’ve already had to take some nausea meds today to calm my stomach down from my egg from breakfast, so I can’t wait to see what dinner does to me.

I have different nausea meds I can take if I need them, but I can’t decide if I want them. I might be happier if I just lose my dinner.

I know my eating disorder would be.

I don’t really want to feel sick all night though. That would not be fun.

So yeah. Just worried about dinner and my stomach.

I will probably not eat much.

Oh well.

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