Don’t mind me…

I got challenged today by my dietican and I panicked.

She probably won’t put me in the hospital because she would have to go through the agency that pays for that here with my coverage and they are super crappy about paying for inpatient stays unless you’ve done something serious.

That said, I mean, it’s theoretically possible and I am not about being hauled off by police to the hospital to be screened so…

I guess I need to step up my game or do something.

I don’t know.

I feel like I’m being punished for being really honest.

It’s not a very good feeling.

I am always super honest with my providers because I feel like they can’t help me if I’m not, but man, this sucks.

I think though, I just have to get with the program somehow. I can do the things my dietican asked me to do this week. I am slightly overwhelmed by them, but I can.

I am not like thrilled, but it’s okay. I mean, it will be okay.

Even if I ended up in the hospital, it would be okay. God has a plan.

Even if I don’t love it right now.

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2 thoughts on “Don’t mind me…

    1. Yeah. Me too. I am trying really hard not to. It’s like this balance I’m walking because I do NOT need to put on weight and I still need to lose it so… I am trying to figure out how to do that in a healthy way.


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