So it’s Sunday.
That means it’s time to go to church again.
Last week I had a panic attack in the middle of the service. I am worried about that happening again, so I’m just kind of hesitant to go this week.
I know I need to go. I miss out on things when I don’t, and watching it online is not really good for me because I am terrible about paying attention.
I guess we are having a guest speaker today from the shelter downtown to talk about ways we can help as Christians. I mean, yay that’s good, but it just sort of makes me even more anxious.
I don’t know.
I really need to get my butt moving and just get myself to church despite how I feel. I just don’t want to freak out again. I think if it happens this time, I’ll probably run to the bathroom if I’m honest.
I hate anxiety.
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