I didn’t ask for it…

I told my psych that I’ve been anxious and depressed but that I wasn’t sure I needed to change anything.

She went ahead and changed things.

I am not sure I am okay with my med changes.

Like at all.

I have never really been non compliant in my life. If I’ve not taken something, it’s been because I had a reaction to it.

I’m kind of thinking about being non compliant this time though. Like, I don’t have the team behind me that I used to when it comes to supporting me through new meds, and I don’t have the patience with being sick from them that I used to either.

I am just frustrated. I’m not sure she heard me.

It went better than last time. That was good I guess.

I don’t know.

I’m just a mess.

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4 thoughts on “I didn’t ask for it…

  1. If you have a therapist as well, maybe you should reach out to that person for some support through this. I am always amazed at how much my therapist knows about meds from her other patients experiences.

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