I should be doing something…

I feel like I should be doing something constructive.

I don’t know what that is quite yet, but I feel like I should be doing it.

If it’s going back to school, I have to wait a year. I’ve missed deadlines for the fall, and I don’t know that I am prepared to just hop back on that bus anyway.

If it’s working… well… that’s sort of a problem if I’m honest. I can’t work part time and keep my health insurance and I can’t work full time without losing my mind. So… yeah.

I don’t know.

Maybe I could do it. It would totally have to be the right job.

I am bamboozled by all of the things that are in front of me. I’m 42. I need to figure this crap out.

I guess I should start small. Like with my living space that still looks like a tornado came through. I can’t even get that cleaned.

Whatever. I’m trying.

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2 thoughts on “I should be doing something…

    1. Volunteering is SUPER hard for me. I think just because I haven’t found the right place for me. It’s the same problem I would have with work…


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