I feel like I should be doing something constructive.
I don’t know what that is quite yet, but I feel like I should be doing it.
If it’s going back to school, I have to wait a year. I’ve missed deadlines for the fall, and I don’t know that I am prepared to just hop back on that bus anyway.
If it’s working… well… that’s sort of a problem if I’m honest. I can’t work part time and keep my health insurance and I can’t work full time without losing my mind. So… yeah.
I don’t know.
Maybe I could do it. It would totally have to be the right job.
I am bamboozled by all of the things that are in front of me. I’m 42. I need to figure this crap out.
I guess I should start small. Like with my living space that still looks like a tornado came through. I can’t even get that cleaned.
Whatever. I’m trying.
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