This is not an eating disorder post. I just can’t eat.
I am so stinking sick that even the cream of wheat (made mostly with water), that I ate last night for dinner is running straight through me today.
I also can’t do thin liquids without my stomach immediately rejecting them. It doesn’t matter what temperature they are or what they are. It just doesn’t work.
So… I am just screwed.
I feel terrible. I put a happy face on this for a while, but I don’t know if I can keep doing that. I know I can’t.
I am just crying all of the time because it’s terrible.
I am going to end up back in the stupid emergency room eventually if I can’t get a handle on this.
I really don’t want that.
I have appointments this week that I need to get to and things that I need to get done. I want to build a life and I can’t because I am stuck in bed or the bathroom.
I just want a chance to feel better. Thankfully, the pain in my side has greatly improved. I am very thankful for that.
Now if the rest of my gastrointestinal system could just catch up, that would be great.
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