I feel yucky.
I need a shower, but I really don’t want to just put dirty clothes back on after a shower and it’s really cold outside so if I get discharged, I could just go home and take a nice shower.
I need a nap because I have slept like bananas in here. I feel a little like a basket-case.
I know I’m struggling with a lot right now, and I have just kind of tuned it out for 6.5 days.
It’s gonna all come back and bite me soon. That and the effects of the pain meds. Those always make me pretty dysregulated for a couple of weeks after being on them for a while.
I was supposed to be on a call with my therapist today because I couldn’t go to therapy on Friday and I honestly thought I’d be out by now… OOPS. Had to cancel the call too.
I hate that. I need my therapist. At least I should be able to see her in a few days.
In the meantime I’m going to focus on feeling better and resting so that I can take on the world like I want to.