I don’t feel great

I was in the emergency room last week for side pain and nausea etc.

The pain is thankfully mostly gone, but I’m still having wicked gastrointestinal symptoms that won’t go away.

Literally every time I eat I’m miserable.

As you can imagine, this is leading to me eating very little.

While the eating disordered part of me loves this, the healthy part of me knows this is not good at all. I can’t be struggling to keep food in me.

So. Yeah. I guess I’m calling the nurse, again, to see what they want me to do about it. I really don’t want to go back to the emergency room though.

I hate going there because they see that I have a mental illness and then they treat me like crap.

Whatever. I will just try to figure it out.

Ugh.

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