I can’t find the “off” switch.

I’ve been awake since 10:30 a.m. yesterday and it’s nearly 1:00 p.m. now.

I am tired, but not sleepy. I think I can count the number of times I have been able to stay up all night long, (even when manic), on less than one hand.

I am kind of concerned.

I don’t know. Things are weird.

I was in a lot of pain last night so it was hard to sleep.

I’m not entirely sure if that was the only reason I couldn’t sleep, or if there were other factors at play, but whatever.

It seems bad.

I need to get some sleep today. I know it’s important.

I’m still hurting, but it’s a little less and I guess I will survive it.

I’m not going back to the emergency room. That is a waste of my time. They will treat me like I’m seeking pain meds. I’m not. I just want someone to figure this out. They won’t, so there’s no point.

I hate this.


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