I hate depression.

I’m in a serious funk.

I hate this.

I can’t get out of it. I’ve been trying to do the things that I’m supposed to do.

Nothing is working.

Mostly I’m just in my bed. I can’t get out of it.

I really just don’t want to move. I don’t want to do anything. I feel wretched.

If it wasn’t a pain to get to the store, I would go buy all the chocolate at this point. I don’t even care.

I am just over everything.

Everything is just so damn sad. I don’t even watch tv anymore. I try to stay off of Facebook. My heart can’t take it.

I should probably call my psych tomorrow and let her know that this is an issue. Maybe she can see me sooner and help me out. I don’t really know how, but maybe.

I see my therapist tomorrow. Thank God. I literally do not know what I would do without therapy.

I feel so overwhelmed by sadness.

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4 thoughts on “I hate depression.

    1. Thanks. The thing about bipolar is I’m sure it’s just an “episode.” I am just having a hard time riding this one out. I appreciate your kind words.


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