
I should be cleaning.
I should be walking on the treadmill.
I should be doing something.
Instead, I’m sitting here freaking out.
I need to make some things happen today. It’s gorgeous outside and I should be out there enjoying it.
I mean, I don’t know what to do in it. I don’t have kids to take to the park or a dog to walk. My stamina is not up to the point where I can walk in my neighborhood (too many hills)! Gas is stupid expensive so I’m not really up for “going for a drive.”
I need a positive activity.
I mean, I have lots of ideas. I’m just so anxious about this stupid appointment this afternoon to do any of them. I could do some art or write a poem outside. I could grab a book and head outside.
I don’t know. I really only have an hour.
Maybe I’ll wait a half hour and then go grab some actual lunch since all I’ve eaten today is a banana and a tiny amount of orange juice.
I guess.
I don’t know.
I hate things today.
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Hoping you managed to do something fun on that day! Xx
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