I have a dentist appointment first thing in the morning.
I hate the dentist. I always get so anxious. It’s kind of ridiculous actually.
I have to get fillings. The stupid drill is the worst. I’m also borderline allergic to the numbing stuff. It makes my whole face itch for hours. I hate it.
Anyway, I also meet with the vocational coach tomorrow as well.
I don’t even know what to tell her. I am terrified.
I know I can’t work full time. I don’t even think I can work part time. I’m not sure it’s even a good idea.
I have no idea what I want to do. I’m quite literally just waking up out of a four-year fog so I am just finding my feet.
It’s kind of ridiculous to think I’m going to jump from one fire into the next.
I’m just overwhelmed.
Not looking forward to tomorrow at all.
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