The physical therapy people called me…

…and they wanted to know if I was done or not or what I was thinking since I canceled my appointment for tomorrow too.

I told her I wasn’t sure yet, which is the truth. I am like so overwhelmed right now that I’m not sure I want to add this commitment to my schedule.

Also, gas is so incredibly expensive now, I’m not sure I want to go anywhere an extra two times a week.

Not really kidding.

It’s also an issue of me following through with the exercises. Which I haven’t been.

I know I need to, but honestly it’s all I can go to keep myself going right now.

Eating is a problem, let alone actually taking the time to stand up from a chair 15 times or whatever.

I am sinking. I am not sure anyone in my life gets how far or how fast that is happening.

It’s like my mouth and nose are just barely above water and I’m just trying to keep them there.

Sigh.

I don’t know.

I just want to be calm. I’m not calm.

I guess I’ll decide what to do about PT when I meet with my therapist. I don’t really know what to do with it.

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