Survived another day…

My hair turned out a little darker than I thought it would, but it’s actually pretty close to my natural color now without that brassy look it had before, so I’m really happy with it.

It was a little stressful to be honest trying to make small talk with this woman because she was all, “I think my friend’s son is angry and bipolar…” I did sort of want to say something at that point, but I didn’t want my hair messed up. There are times I just keep my mouth shut in spite of myself…

Anyway, she did a great job. She even explained what she was doing. It was very helpful.

So yeah.

That actually took up a substantial chunk of my day if I’m honest.

I also went to see someone I shouldn’t have. Whatever. At this point it’s impossible to undo and I have unfinished business. Kind of like a ghost. I don’t know if I will ever be free of it though. It’s so stupid. Safe physically anyway, just a little risky emotionally.

My friend’s bday was today, but she wants to celebrate tomorrow which is fine by me.

I really just want to do laundry and hide. I think I’m going to try to do some laundry in the morning at least. I need to get some done and I definitely should have a little time unless I sleep the morning away. I’ve been getting up pretty early though, so I should be good.

Gonna climb out of this hole one day at a time…