There are literally so many things happening I can’t see straight.
My dad is in the hospital, (has been for two weeks), and I’m really worried about him. I can’t decide if I should just cancel everything and get my butt to Georgia or if I should wait until he gets out of the hospital. I don’t know what the right thing is.
I am weak and can’t even walk into a store, so I dunno how useful I’d be in Georgia anyway. I’m so tired all of the time. Just weak. I hate it.
I had a friend tell me that she has been living a huge lie for years. This lie affected me profoundly so I’m a little shaken by it.
I’m battling old eating disorder demons at the moment and I feel like I’m slowly losing. I mean, I’m still eating and getting adequate nutrition, but I am really struggling and it’s very hard.
I just want things to settle down. I just want peace.
Inhale…. Exhale… breathe…
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