Feeling frustrated today

I don’t have covid, but something has been wrong for two or three months.

I am so tired. All the time.

I don’t have mono and my labs so far look relatively normal.

So I don’t know.

I’m just exhausted. I am so tired of being exhausted.

I can’t figure it out. I really need to do the one lab for my allergist/immunologist so I can see her.

I know it isn’t depression causing this, although I am starting to feel depressed because I don’t have an answer and I’m so freaking tired. Maybe that is making it worse.

I don’t know.

I’m just bedside myself today.

I just don’t have an explanation for feeling this way and having my hands be numb, (only when I lay down), etc. It’s just strange.

Ugh.