Exhausted? Depressed? Just recovering?

I haven’t been posting because I’ve been sleeping.

Literally. All. The. Time.

I don’t know if it’s because I’ve been in recovery mode from the crud I had, or if I am depressed somehow, (I don’t feel depressed though), or if I am just plain exhausted from the last couple of months, but whatever it is can go away now.

I am struggling to stay awake for 6-8 hours a day, and that is not happening all at the same time.

I really can’t figure it out.

It’s starting to feel like a moral failure even though I really don’t think that it is.

I genuinely think there’s something up. It could br mono or Epstein Barr or it’s country cousin. Who knows? I see my rheumatologist in a few days and he’s pretty smart so maybe he can help me sort this out.

In the meantime, I’m still here. Just sleeping.

Zzz…

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