Trying to calm down

Everything is bugging me.

I want to do a thousand things right up until I go to them and then I don’t really have the gumption.

I am irritated and sad and miserable. I need a shower.

I can’t relax.

I HATE having to be on steroids.

I seriously think I’m only taking a half dose tomorrow and then calling it because I can’t with them anymore. I’ll just have to be kind of itchy I guess.

I don’t know what else to do. I am a basket case.

It’s going to take me most of the week just to recover from these stupid meds. I don’t know. I am just a mess.

I am feeling very defeated right now about school and my future. I don’t want to go back up to my old university just to pick up another bachelors in something I can use, but it looks like that might be my only choice. I don’t know.

I freaking hate this.

I feel trapped.

Good times.

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