I found out, literally five minutes before therapy this morning, that my friend from high school that I was trying to help out completed suicide sometime in the last 48 hours.
I am numb.
I am completely disassociated from it.
I tried to help her. I don’t feel like I did everything that I could. I should have petitioned her or something. I didn’t.
And her kids and grandchild no longer have her in their lives.
I don’t think it’s sunk in yet.
What a horrible thing.
I don’t know how I’m going to function today.
I’m not functioning.
This is so freaking ridiculous.
I hate my life.
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