Suicide

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I found out, literally five minutes before therapy this morning, that my friend from high school that I was trying to help out completed suicide sometime in the last 48 hours.

I am numb.

I am completely disassociated from it.

I tried to help her. I don’t feel like I did everything that I could. I should have petitioned her or something. I didn’t.

She’s gone.

And her kids and grandchild no longer have her in their lives.

It’s devastating.

I don’t think it’s sunk in yet.

What a horrible thing.

I don’t know how I’m going to function today.

I’m not functioning.

This is so freaking ridiculous.

I hate my life.

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