Is it time to go to sleep yet?

Today was okay, and ugly and I’m ready for it to be over.

Honestly.

I just want my brain to shut off.

I should have cleaned stuff and will have to do that in the morning, but I just can’t now. I’m fried like an egg on the sidewalk when it’s 110°F out.

Just done. Emotionally toast.

I am struggling so hard. I don’t even know or understand really all of the reasons why. I’m trying to. I just know that I am.

I am trying to honor some other people and keep myself grounded to this place. They deserve that.

For that reason, it’s important that I go to sleep. I can’t deal with this nonsense anymore. My head hurts. I am just exhausted.

I’m afraid to just lay here though and not fall asleep though.

Ugh.

Stupid brain.

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