
Today was okay, and ugly and I’m ready for it to be over.
Honestly.
I just want my brain to shut off.
I should have cleaned stuff and will have to do that in the morning, but I just can’t now. I’m fried like an egg on the sidewalk when it’s 110°F out.
Just done. Emotionally toast.
I am struggling so hard. I don’t even know or understand really all of the reasons why. I’m trying to. I just know that I am.
I am trying to honor some other people and keep myself grounded to this place. They deserve that.
For that reason, it’s important that I go to sleep. I can’t deal with this nonsense anymore. My head hurts. I am just exhausted.
I’m afraid to just lay here though and not fall asleep though.
Ugh.
Stupid brain.
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Hope you were able to fall asleep. I did not sleep much at all last night. its 8 AM now and I’ve been up since 3!
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Omgoodness!!!
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