Now my friend is in crisis

Literally, I can’t.

I’m trying to be there for her because we all know my paper wasn’t getting done today anyway.

I am completely overwhelmed.

She won’t go to the hospital and I don’t know what to do for her.

Meanwhile, there’s voicemail issues at my therapist’s office, because of course there are, so someone is emailing her for me to tell her to call me.

Maybe I will hear from her today.

In the meantime, I’m having a total and complete skills breakdown.

It’s 2 p.m. and I’ve eaten a banana. I drove 20 miles from my house without my wallet. Like an idiot. At least I have 3/4 of a tank of gas. I forgot my glasses. I forgot the juice for my vape.

So yeah.

I will be going home to collect that stuff because… I need my wallet and my glasses for sure.

I hate that I’m so scattered. Honestly.

If I were in a better place, I’d know what to do for my friend. I can’t save her though. I want to. I desperately want to. But if I try to do that I will totally fail at my life.

Sigh. I have a headache.

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