
I cried through half the appointment.
I realized that I got triggered not only by the stupid chair collapsing, but by my professor and his discussion last week.
I didn’t even tell one of my friends about the chair collapsing because she is so fat phobic that she wouldn’t understand. She would just blame me.
I blame me.
So yeah.
I’m supposed to add things to meals now because I’m not eating enough.
I don’t want to eat enough.
Seriously, I’d like to lose a ton of weight. Quickly if possible.
I don’t know how to do it slowly and reasonably. I don’t know that my body knows how to do it slowly and reasonably either.
So yeah.
Just frustrated today.
I have to do so many things today. I have to take my kitty to the vet and even though it is just a well visit, I’m scared they will find something wrong.
I don’t want to take her.
I am just having a freak out day.
And I have class tonight.
Ugh.
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Hugs. Your probably in class now. I’m sorry the dietician was hard going today. I can empathise. Xx
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