To go, or not to go…

I just found out that the DBSA chapter closest to me has resumed in person meetings.

Part of me wants to go for the fellowship and the “something to do.”

Part of me is not not interested in everything that goes on with it.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s a great organization. They do great things.

I’m just trying to decide where on my recovery journey it fits in.

I don’t identify with my diagnosis like I used to. I honestly don’t even know if it is correct.

I mean, I live with depression and anxiety and have experienced trauma.

I don’t know.

It’s weird.

There are also people that will likely be there that I need to decide how I want to deal with. I don’t know that I’m ready to deal with that mess yet.

So yeah.

I just don’t know.

I guess I need to figure it out!