I had another online class tonight.
They are usually four hours long. Thank God tonight we got let out early. I don’t think I could have sat there for another hour and a half. I was getting really antsy.
I’m worried that soon I’m going to get “exposed” as someone who deals with a mental illness.
I really don’t want that to happen.
At least not this early in the program.
I don’t know how they’d handle it and I think it would not be well.
So… I’m just kind of riding the sidelines. I do talk in class, but not a lot about deep stuff.
It’s okay. I’m learning a ton.
I really like the material, but the class part is really intimidating.
I’m sure it will get better with time.
I keep telling myself I’m not the same person who started this blog over four years ago.
It’s a thing.
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