Made it through

I had another online class tonight.

They are usually four hours long. Thank God tonight we got let out early. I don’t think I could have sat there for another hour and a half. I was getting really antsy.

I’m worried that soon I’m going to get “exposed” as someone who deals with a mental illness.

I really don’t want that to happen.

At least not this early in the program.

I don’t know how they’d handle it and I think it would not be well.

So… I’m just kind of riding the sidelines. I do talk in class, but not a lot about deep stuff.

It’s okay. I’m learning a ton.

I really like the material, but the class part is really intimidating.

I’m sure it will get better with time.

I keep telling myself I’m not the same person who started this blog over four years ago.

So yeah.

It’s a thing.

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