I don’t know why…

… all I really want to do is curl up in my bed and hide.

It’s obviously depression. I mean I’m not clueless about that.

I just don’t know why I’m experiencing it right now.

Everything is… relatively okay.

School is better than I thought it would be. My mom is sick, but that’s not new really- except for the possibility that she has Parkinson’s- and there’s really nothing I can do about that.

Nothing’s changed with my friends in months. Some of them are really breaking out and trying new things.

I just don’t know what is wrong.

I think it’s fear of failure and imposter syndrome and anxiety building up.

I wish I had my therapist. Truly.

Ugh.

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