Today is therapy day and also my appointment with my gastroenterologist.
I’m super tired though because I did not get adequate sleep, so I am feeling kind of gross.
I went and helped my friend, but she is having such a hard time that I didn’t sleep much.
I will sleep this afternoon/evening.
I am just trying to figure out what I need to do for therapy today.
I might let my therapist drive the session today.
Actually, I need to talk about school and my fears surrounding it.
I am worried.
I think I have some more processing to do about it before it comes.
Also, I have an ultrasound appointment on Monday to check the ovary I have left because there is a cyst that continues to grow.
My grandmother passed from ovarian cancer so this makes me a little nervous. I’m afraid I’m going to end up having to have surgery right as school starts or something, which would definitely make me have to defer my admission.
I am just scared.
Too many things are up in the air for now. I just need some things settled.
I guess I do have fodder for therapy. Good thing I wrote this post!
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