I am kind of in an in-between place.
My life is okay.
I mean, it’s not great as of now, but it has the potential to be.
It’s not terrible, but it has the potential to be.
The terrible though, I mean, it’s not up to me. It’s all in other people’s hands. It’s very humbling.
It could end up being great and terrible at the same time.
I don’t really know.
I could start grad school again and be on my way and have the bottom drop out of some other thing.
I’m trying to stay positive though. I’m trying not to obsess over all the things that could go wrong. I said I’m trying. I didn’t say I was succeeding.
I wake up every day though, and I try again.
Today was a better day. It wasn’t great, but it was better. Maybe tomorrow will be a great day.
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You will definitely have ups and downs and it seems like you’re doing an amazing job at dealing with everything. Stay as positive as you can and, on days that are bad, try and find something positive or something that you can learn from. The hardest part is “just trying”. You are putting forth effort and that makes you a superstar. I hope things go well and wish you happy days from here on out.
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Thanks! The “something I can learn from” is what I always try to do, but yeah, it can get lost sometimes. Thanks for the reminder!
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I hope you succeed! I’m rooting for ya! Xx
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xoxo
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