I am kind of in an in-between place.
My life is okay.
I mean, it’s not great as of now, but it has the potential to be.
It’s not terrible, but it has the potential to be.
The terrible though, I mean, it’s not up to me. It’s all in other people’s hands. It’s very humbling.
It could end up being great and terrible at the same time.
I don’t really know.
I could start grad school again and be on my way and have the bottom drop out of some other thing.
I’m trying to stay positive though. I’m trying not to obsess over all the things that could go wrong. I said I’m trying. I didn’t say I was succeeding.
I wake up every day though, and I try again.
Today was a better day. It wasn’t great, but it was better. Maybe tomorrow will be a great day.