I should art

I really should draw or paint or something today.

I don’t know what that would be, I just think I should.

Maybe I should write a poem.

I don’t know.

I’m feeling the need to create.

At the same time, I’m feeling dull and sad.

I had therapy today, which I mean, was helpful in some ways, it always is with her, but then I don’t know if I really managed to get below the surface.

There are so many issues floating on top, it’s hard to say whether I got below them or not.

I feel… like I could use therapy every day really and still not get there. I don’t know.

I just am upset.

I need to pick up my mess of a room too. I still haven’t done that. I started on it.

I also have to make some time this weekend to write an essay.

Ugh.

Just feeling overwhelmed.

Photo by me.