I really should draw or paint or something today.
I don’t know what that would be, I just think I should.
Maybe I should write a poem.
I don’t know.
I’m feeling the need to create.
At the same time, I’m feeling dull and sad.
I had therapy today, which I mean, was helpful in some ways, it always is with her, but then I don’t know if I really managed to get below the surface.
There are so many issues floating on top, it’s hard to say whether I got below them or not.
I feel… like I could use therapy every day really and still not get there. I don’t know.
I just am upset.
I need to pick up my mess of a room too. I still haven’t done that. I started on it.
I also have to make some time this weekend to write an essay.
Just feeling overwhelmed.
Photo by me.