Want to shop

I’m trying to be peaceful. I’m trying to be calm.

I have NO IDEA what I’m wearing to the visitation Friday.

I have a dress for the funeral and burial.

I can’t decide if I want to wear a color, or just stick with black.

And then I can’t decide on makeup. I probably won’t wear any because it will just slide down my face anyway.

I really just want to go shopping.

Like, I think I would feel better. Maybe just for that moment, but it would be better for just then anyway.

I’m sorry all my posts are about my grandfather. My grandparents were a HUGE part of my life.

I didn’t realize how huge until they were both gone.

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