I can’t seem to unlock my emotions.
I am just numb.
I should be terribly sad. I guess.
I have been terribly sad.
Now that my grandpa is gone, I’m just… unable to access it.
I feel a little reckless. I’m not sleeping well, or at least regular hours.
I am grieving I guess, but it’s not coming out right.
I don’t know.
I crave connection with other people.
Instead, I’m isolating in my room and talking to people on Facebook.
I’m doing it all wrong.
It is what it is I guess.
Church in the morning should help.
Maybe I’ll try out my foot and go for a walk tomorrow.
I also still need to clean.
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