Apparently I’m on deck

Apparently my grandpa is still with us somehow.

He’s a fighter.

I am gutted that he continues to suffer, but I know that God has a plan in everything.

I am on shift again this morning to sit with him.

I have mixed feelings. I hope he finds release, but I’m terrified of it happening while I’m here.

I know there’s a good chance that it could.

I’m as prepared as I can be, and I have therapy today, so at least I’ll be able to process.

It’s all good.

I’m just… trying to be at peace.

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