Less than a day

My grandpa has less than a day left according to his nurses.

I’m grateful his suffering is nearing an end and terribly sad at the same time.

I am horrified that we, as in no one from the family, can sit with him overnight, while his time passes. Apparently this is due to covid or something.

So if he passes overnight, he will likely be alone. This breaks my heart. I hate it. So much.

I want to be there. I never thought that it would be okay for me to be with someone as they took their last breath, but if the choice is him being alone or me being there, I’d be there in a heartbeat.

Unfortunately, none of us have that choice.

I’m so sad.

I hope he’s at peace and not scared.

I hope my grandma is with him.

I believe Jesus will be there to greet him.

I’m just really really upset.

Image from Pixabay.

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