Now I’m super anxious

So I planned on seeing grandpa in the morning at the hospice place, but my parents went tonight and said that he is “a mess.”

They said that he keeps trying to get out of bed and that he is super confused etc.

I’m an adult and everything, but I struggle with my mental health and I don’t want to have to argue with him about staying in bed.

It took it out of my parents. They were TOAST when they came home.

So… I don’t know. Maybe I can do it.

I mean, I am pretty patient.

I just hate to see him like that and I’m not sure what it will do to me. He doesn’t really know who or what is around him so… I mean, I don’t think it matters as long as someone who loves him is there.

I’m just scared.

Like really scared.

I was kind of anxious before, but now I’m terrified basically.

Hopefully I can rest tonight. I really need it to tackle tomorrow.

Sigh.

My grandpa, my family and I could use some prayers right now.

Thanks.

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