Napped and I…

…still feel tired.

What is this?

Tw for eating disorder stuff

I would probably still be sleeping, but my very excited aunt messaged me to tell me that my cousin had her baby (yay!).

I am very excited for her. I don’t know why I’m not more excited. Maybe because I’m not there? (They live in Baltimore).

I don’t know.

Probably because I’m tired.

It’s 7:30 p.m. and I haven’t eaten today, but when it gets this late, I start to feel sick and then don’t want to eat at all. Like anything.

I somehow gained two pounds. I don’t know how I did that other than I ate like “regular people” food twice in two days. Not a lot of it and only once per day with like nothing else really so I’m kind of mystified. Apparently, I’m not allowed to eat and lose weight.

It’s so frustrating.

That’s probably why I haven’t eaten today, but I didn’t really think about it on purpose. I was just so upset earlier about other stuff.


I will start over tomorrow.

3 thoughts on “Napped and I…

  1. Huge hug! I am with you, one of my alters is doing a lot of ED behaviours right now, she is distressed about other stuff, but she can control her food intake, so she’s trying to do that, we have only eaten a yogurt, a banana, and some mandarin oranges today.

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