Like a rock

I was so tired I slept solid for eleven hours.

I am not sure I got my meds in last night though. I think I passed out before I took them because I was so tired.

Oh well.

I’m exhausted still, honestly.

It’s a bone deep kind of emotional exhaustion from too much stress.

I have to go see the rheumatologist today, and it’s kind of a drive and I’m anxious about that. It’s really only in the next city over, but I never know where I’m going and have to follow my phone and I hate that. It definitely causes me anxiety.

I am also worried about the scale today. I ate “real food” for dinner, (I’ve been trying to do better), but I know I won’t be losing weight as quickly if I do that.

I honestly don’t know what else I’m going to do today.

I’m stressed out.

The weather is finally nice, so maybe I’ll do something outside. I don’t know.

Ugh.

At least I got sleep.

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