I was so tired I slept solid for eleven hours.
I am not sure I got my meds in last night though. I think I passed out before I took them because I was so tired.
I’m exhausted still, honestly.
It’s a bone deep kind of emotional exhaustion from too much stress.
I have to go see the rheumatologist today, and it’s kind of a drive and I’m anxious about that. It’s really only in the next city over, but I never know where I’m going and have to follow my phone and I hate that. It definitely causes me anxiety.
I am also worried about the scale today. I ate “real food” for dinner, (I’ve been trying to do better), but I know I won’t be losing weight as quickly if I do that.
I honestly don’t know what else I’m going to do today.
I’m stressed out.
The weather is finally nice, so maybe I’ll do something outside. I don’t know.
At least I got sleep.
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