Everywhere and nowhere

I am on the roller coaster and it’s on fire.

I am all over the place today.

I was in the middle of making questionable decisions before I was able to stop myself.

Thank God.

I am feeling scattered and unwell emotionally.

I just can’t pin myself down or focus.

I am sad, anxious, angry and upset.

I just am having a hard time. I am trying to keep it together because my therapist is unavailable for a few days still.

Sigh.

I just feel… “crazy” even thought we’re not supposed to use that word.

I can’t tell if it’s too much light, or not enough, or just life events. I just know I’m sinking.

Quicksand.

Image from Facebook.

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