Restless and anxious

I don’t know why I am those things.

I just am.

I’m also tired, which could be part of it I guess.

I decided to take my night meds early because I was feeling so weird.

Hopefully they help me relax and sleep.

I could read I guess. I don’t really feel like doing much else. Even playing with my phone, (my normal “go to”), is not keeping me distracted.

I don’t know.

I hope I sleep.

I wish I understood neuro chemistry better. For real. I was bouncy kind of today. Feeling pretty good actually. I’m not exactly depressed right now, or maybe, but I’m… agitated? I don’t know.

Whatever.

It will go away.

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