I don’t know why I am those things.
I just am.
I’m also tired, which could be part of it I guess.
I decided to take my night meds early because I was feeling so weird.
Hopefully they help me relax and sleep.
I could read I guess. I don’t really feel like doing much else. Even playing with my phone, (my normal “go to”), is not keeping me distracted.
I don’t know.
I hope I sleep.
I wish I understood neuro chemistry better. For real. I was bouncy kind of today. Feeling pretty good actually. I’m not exactly depressed right now, or maybe, but I’m… agitated? I don’t know.
It will go away.
Older original art by me.