Tw: eating disorder
I went to my dresser this morning and thought I’d try my jeans in the next size down since I’ve lost almost 20 lbs.
I’m so excited. These jeans are much lighter fabric so they are better for summer. I’ll be in them for a while because they are stretchy skinny jeans.
I am still happy.
I haven’t been able to get into them for two years.
I don’t even care if skinny jeans are starting to go out of style. Still wearing them.
Sigh. The weight is not coming off as fast as last time though. I haven’t been able to exercise because of my stupid foot, (see podiatrist today finally), but it’s coming.
I’m actually not totally being bad with the ED thing.
I did eat take out from a restaurant for Mother’s Day for mom.
It made her happy.
I need to lose this weight for so many reasons.
Mostly because I’m so overweight. People say restrictive eating is unhealthy but so is being this heavy. I mean, I don’t need to be this overweight.
Someday, I’d like to meet a nice guy.
Anyway, that’s where I am. In my skinnier jeans.
Photo by me.