My mood is tanking.
I’ve been doing okay most of today. I mean, I’ve been holding it together, but now I’m starting to fall apart.
I’m restless and not able to fall asleep.
I hate this.
I just want to be able to crash.
I either need a higher dose of this new med or it’s not a good fit.
I don’t know.
I am uncomfortable.
I hate feeling like I am walking on the edge.
It’s so hard. I just don’t know. It’s also really defeating to feel so bad after being able to breathe a little today. It feels like I’m always going to have to be on guard.