Anxious racing thoughts

It’s 1am and I can’t shut my brain off.

The new med makes me tired and I’m laying here kind of in a fog, but it’s not knocking me out. I think that would take a sledgehammer.

I can’t seem to relax.

It’s a problem.

I just want to rest.

I put my phone down for a couple of hours and read my book. That occupied me and I got through half of it. I just started getting too foggy from my meds to pay attention to it after a while.

I need to sleep.

My only other issue with this med is that it makes me kind of nauseated. Not bad, just a little. I can live with it if the med helps. It is too early to know that.

So… I am awake and foggy and unable to even follow the tv.

Sigh.

Anxiety sucks.

My mind won’t stop racing.

It needs to stop.

I mean, eventually exhaustion will just take over I guess.

I can hope anyway.

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