All the feels

I am overwhelmed with stuff.

I just opened my credit card bill and the card my cousin has that she is supposed to be paying off, she has nearly maxed out.

She makes the minimum payment every month, but really.

I’m frustrated.

That was another case of giving too much because my heart was too big.

I’m so tired of doing that.

I just want to not.

I want to either have friends that treat me like an equal or don’t bother.

I am tired of being the handy “oh she will do it!” person.

I am always helpful and nice so I don’t get rejected because I’m overweight. It’s like part of my DNA coding.

I just want to be a person. I just want to be seen for ME.

Argh.

Why is that so hard?

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