I’m faking okay

I thought I was super happy.

I was giddy in fact.

It turns out I was just really busy and now I’m really just faking being okay.

I’m a little better than I was.

It’s pretty here.

The change is good.

I’m just… not really okay.

I hope I can keep it together.

I’m worried about when I get home.

I don’t know what’s going to happen then.

I guess I just have to stay in the moment here and hope something changes with my mood.

Fake it till you make it?

I guess.

4 thoughts on “I’m faking okay

      1. Well, it’s that whole, just getting up and putting one foot in front of another and starting to make plans like I would if I was feeling better. Even if I don’t feel like it. Most of the time, that can help, (not solve), but help the meds and therapy do their parts.


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