I thought I was super happy.
I was giddy in fact.
It turns out I was just really busy and now I’m really just faking being okay.
I’m a little better than I was.
It’s pretty here.
The change is good.
I’m just… not really okay.
I hope I can keep it together.
I’m worried about when I get home.
I don’t know what’s going to happen then.
I guess I just have to stay in the moment here and hope something changes with my mood.
Fake it till you make it?