Tired, Can’t sleep

I am SUPER whiny tonight.

I started the new med, which should have knocked me out or at least calmed me down, but nope.

My resting pulse is like 80+ and my anxiety is through the roof. I’m sure some of that is fallout from missing my meds last night, although I took some anxiety meds this morning to partially make up for it.

I am desperate to just go to sleep.

That’s all I’ve been doing for days to cope with this unrelenting depression. I use all the skills I can think of and then I go to sleep.

It’s really late for me to still be awake, but my cousin really upset me and I wanted to make sure I didn’t have an immediate reaction to the new medication.

I am now simply exhausted emotionally, yet agitated and anxious and miserable.

I am super crappy. I just want to sleep so it will stop. Even if it’s just for the night.

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