I feel iIke I’m trying to balance on a teeter totter.
I just can’t get it right.
I’m really unsettled this morning.
I don’t know what I’m going to do with my day.
I hate television. I can’t just stare at it all day and entertain myself.
I don’t have errands to run.
I don’t have anywhere to go.
I don’t want to clean.
I don’t know if I can sleep anymore.
I just… ack!
I’m not okay.
I’m so tempted to go to a dispensary and celebrate 4/20 and I don’t even like pot.
It would just be a way to kill time.
Sigh. My therapist and I are supposed to connect in a bit here for a “check in.” I don’t know what she’s gonna be able to help with, but she’s pretty smart.
Ugh. I guess I’ll go toss in more laundry.
Image from Pexels.
2 thoughts on “I’m just unsettled”
At least you have your therapist, that is how I feel at least I have mine too! Its so unnerving when we feel so unsettled!
LikeLiked by 1 person