Filling my time

I woke up at six this morning and I was crying by six-fifteen.

I talked to my therapist at eight-thirty and she was pretty helpful in that moment, but I just am struggling with finding things to fill my time.

She suggested that I play on ancestry because that’s something that has entertained me in the past.

I’m kind of… blah… on that for some reason.

I need to pull out my computer though and see if any games are on sale or anything that might keep my interest for a while.

That might be good for me.

I don’t know.

My therapist pointed out that it isn’t just my dad that is stressing me out. I have had other things going on that were/are a big deal and were already making me vulnerable to being overwhelmed.

So yeah.

That made me feel less judgmental towards myself about not getting over this fast enough.

I also lost a filling in my tooth, which is seriously small bananas compared to everything else, but I can’t get into the dentist for a month, so it’s super annoying.

Anyway, enough complaining.

I’ve done five or six loads of laundry this morning and put them away, so now I just need to find something else to do.

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